I've decided I need to cut some people out of my life.

Things I hate:
Cops. Why do you have to waste all that energy just trying to scare me? You never had any intention of booking me for ANYTHING, you guys just wanted to fuck with some kid who happened to walk along your path at night.

Frat boys. Why am I a "fucking weirdo" just because I'm walking somewhere at night? I bet if I was using an ipod or a cell phone I wouldn't have been such a "fucking weirdo" that you wouldn't have seen it necessary to audibly say that, get three of your friends to stand guard in front of your girlfriend, and cross the street before you pass me. What the fuck am I possibly going to do to you on a busy ass road with like 100 of your frat boy buddies playing lacrosse just to the left of me, AND you guys outnumber me 7 to one, not including the girl who apparently is too fragile to handle a glare. Is it a crime to be somewhere without the intention of fucking someone, getting wasted, or bromance?

Yeah, so much for going on a walk to clear my head. Assholes.

Some days I feel pretty good.

Other days I feel isolated, alone, alienated, and hateful.

They seem to run at about 50/50 lately.

Current Music: The Jesus and Mary Chain

College fucking sucks. How come no one told me not to go here?

I just don't know what to think anymore.

(I'm in love with the girl who works at Krishna Lunch where I'm nothing but a)
Customer.

Into the void.

I saw Choke last night.
It sucked.
One good thing came out of it though I guess.

I miss my friends.

I'm hurt. You're hurt. My dad's hurt and haven't you learned that everybody's hurt?