inoculationtime

Wed, 04 Feb 2009 07:17:30 GMT

I've decided I need to cut some people out of my life.

Thu, 29 Jan 2009 17:16:24 GMT

Things I hate:
Cops. Why do you have to waste all that energy just trying to scare me? You never had any intention of booking me for ANYTHING, you guys just wanted to fuck with some kid who happened to walk along your path at night.

Frat boys. Why am I a "fucking weirdo" just because I'm walking somewhere at night? I bet if I was using an ipod or a cell phone I wouldn't have been such a "fucking weirdo" that you wouldn't have seen it necessary to audibly say that, get three of your friends to stand guard in front of your girlfriend, and cross the street before you pass me. What the fuck am I possibly going to do to you on a busy ass road with like 100 of your frat boy buddies playing lacrosse just to the left of me, AND you guys outnumber me 7 to one, not including the girl who apparently is too fragile to handle a glare. Is it a crime to be somewhere without the intention of fucking someone, getting wasted, or bromance?

Yeah, so much for going on a walk to clear my head. Assholes.

COLLEGE

Fri, 21 Nov 2008 06:39:44 GMT

Some days I feel pretty good.

Other days I feel isolated, alone, alienated, and hateful.

They seem to run at about 50/50 lately.

Wed, 12 Nov 2008 14:46:01 GMT

College fucking sucks. How come no one told me not to go here?

I'm sorry

Fri, 17 Oct 2008 14:17:22 GMT

I just don't know what to think anymore.

Wed, 08 Oct 2008 21:12:47 GMT

(I'm in love with the girl who works at Krishna Lunch where I'm nothing but a)
Customer.

Tue, 07 Oct 2008 16:38:07 GMT

Into the void.

Thu, 02 Oct 2008 16:30:44 GMT

I saw Choke last night.
It sucked.
One good thing came out of it though I guess.

Sat, 27 Sep 2008 19:55:26 GMT

I miss my friends.

People talkin. Lotsa people talkin.

Tue, 16 Sep 2008 13:55:36 GMT

I'm hurt. You're hurt. My dad's hurt and haven't you learned that everybody's hurt?

Sun, 14 Sep 2008 03:09:08 GMT

Everything is so complicated.

Why does everything have to be so complicated?

I'm actually in a really good mood. I'm just kinda frustrated.

How I spent my wednesday

Thu, 11 Sep 2008 01:06:46 GMT

7:30 wake up. Shower. Banana and a glass of soy milk for breakfast.
Bike to 8:30 Sociology class.
New York Times till Krishna lunch. They had Spagghetti today. I ate two plates. In the span of this time I took 2 dumps at the library.
Lurk till 12:50 French class. Talk with Rose.
Walk with Rose to her next class. We exchange numbers. +1.
Lurk till 3:00 lit class.
Bike back to my dorm.
Bus to enVeg meeting. Pro: No holier than thou animal rights bullshit. Con: Lots of holier than thou environmentalist bullshit. didn't meet anyone cool.
Went to the dining hall. Met a vegan girl named clare. I sit at her table and eventually we exchange numbers. +1.
Went back to my dorm.
Wrote this.

Reading it is as interesting as living it.

Sat, 06 Sep 2008 05:52:15 GMT

How I spent my Friday:
Got up at 7:30. Ate a banana for breakfast.
Went to 8:30 class. Got out and got a new york times to help pass time while waiting for Krishna Lunch.
Krishna Lunch.
French. Got my test back. 85%. Pas mal.
Went to radio shack to get some circuit bending equipment. Forgot to get switches. Oops.
Went to goodwill to get shit to circuit bend. Got a children's toy, a tape deck and a clock radio. All of them had one screw that was too stripped to get out. I'll have to make up an excuse to return that shit in order to ever see that 12 bucks again.
Played volleyball till like 9. Played Cranium and Wii with some people from my dorm.

Living it is about as interesting as reading it. Think about it.

Thu, 04 Sep 2008 23:29:31 GMT

Sometimes I think I just need to not expect anything from anyone.

Wed, 27 Aug 2008 06:08:06 GMT

It's a lot better.

Everyone I've met is, if not cool, really nice. I can ride my bike everywhere. I can walk into just about any restaraunt and not have to worry about whether they'll have vegan food or not. Classes are keeping me busy, etc etc

I'm biking 4+ miles every day. You should try it sometime.

Fri, 22 Aug 2008 20:08:03 GMT

It will get better.

Sat, 16 Aug 2008 09:23:44 GMT

It's 5 AM and I've given up on sleep.

BLAH BLAH BLAH

I can't win.

Fri, 08 Aug 2008 15:48:01 GMT

No matter how hard I try. Your cute little hints will never get picked up on until it's too late. I'll always misread your intentions. All your awkward hellos will always lead to awkward goodbyes and all the hugs and firm handshakes in the world can't change that.

You can't look at the sky without looking right through it.

Fri, 08 Aug 2008 04:08:21 GMT

You fucking psycho.

Thu, 07 Aug 2008 01:44:19 GMT

I don't think it's fully dawned on me that I move in ten days.

I have ten days to hang with you guys and that's it.

Sat, 26 Jul 2008 15:53:28 GMT

I seriously need to get the fuck out of here.

Fuck you.

Fri, 25 Jul 2008 17:16:59 GMT

Fuck your fight stories. Fuck your violence-first mentality. Fuck your tough guy bullshit. I don't need it and neither does anyone else.

I don't care if you have my back anymore. All my best friends are the ones who stop fights before they start.

total dudeage, brah.

Wed, 23 Jul 2008 17:05:13 GMT

Bike rides. High fives.

Sat, 05 Jul 2008 16:44:30 GMT

She just keeps finding new ways to make me feel like shit.

I really want nothing more than to never have to think about her again.

Sat, 28 Jun 2008 07:19:15 GMT

Life aint always peaches and pocket pussy.